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you're a travesty who's gotten the best of me i want your aching agony your anodyne and will to die and poor excuse for subtlety you're deceptive cadence in a slurred and off key scale a ballet on severed metatarsals a train that's off its rails but every ounce is poetry your vocal lilts and spurs your filthy disease ridden mind for which you'll never find a cure you're a hearthrob and a coronary in measures so unlike drag me to your beryl daze shall we share a lonely night?

A washed out shade of misery Paints my lowered skies Sometime ago I went to hell And never found out why A cursed changeling stole your child Carried her into the night Tore her smile off at the hinges And didn't give up without a fight

I despise this physical form i have been forced into This shambling mess of limbs and ligaments These joints that groan like rusted hinges whenever i make a single move I despise this hellish form that i have taken Free me from these confines Tear my skin off in clumps and crack every bone So perhaps I will be freed from this morbidly obese gilded cage The imperfections pile around at the floor of this locked cell Menacing to drown me in them all While others rose to the top of the pile I made a single mistake and now i’m choking on it Struggling to make it back up for a single breath of air The world goes blurry and I see stars Loo

say the word and i'll be gone if the space that which I occupy is where I don't belong i'll free you from your sorrows from all my constant wrongs just say the word and i'll be on my way say the word and i'll be gone and leave with you a patch of empty space comfort with the extra room? or perhaps you wanted me replaced? say the word and i'll be gone my keys are in a bottle sealed tight say the word,i'll take my keys and drift away into the night say the word,and i'll leave mine I won't forget my last goodbye scrawled in pen,beside the door "i'm sorry I couldn't get better before"

Your name is Souda Kazuichi. You'll 14 years old and 9 times out of 10 all you want is anyone to like you,especially Sonia-San. Right now,all you wanted was the bleeding to stop. *** There she was,in her fancy dress that was far too formal and intricate to be in a public school,much less a schoolyard. Her white blonde hair shimmered in the sun as she ran and played with Gundam. Augh. Gundam. With his stupid hamsters and stupid cape and My Little Ponies he was way too old for. He made you so angry for just causally being able to talk to Sonia-San not even realizing how awesome she was. You decide to go over there and join them,adjusting your